June 25, 2012

Heartbreaker


Told you once
Won't say it again
Loved you forever
But now its over
Say I'm your strength
Well, you're mine too
Not a day goes by
Where I don't wanna cry
Tears are no good
Just run from your fear
Hide deep inside
Stronghold of your heart
Keep it down
You'll never know?-that's a lie
Cold inside
Frozen over
Belong to an ice queen
Ice cold emotions
That’s what you see
But under the surface
You find me
Standing in lava
Boiling in hate
You've never known
I'm out of the race
Been out from the start
Don't know what to do
I'll watch and I'll learn
See me copy you?
I play on my skills
A smile
Here or there
Never let them see
How they're killing me
They tell me I'm sensitive
Learn to harden up
But how can you toughen
Without losing yourself
Inside I am burning
Aflame with no heart
Inside I am stirring
See me melting
That hot
I close myself to all others
Stick a grin on my face
Inside I am asking
What's wrong with this place?
I can't feel anything
Nothing lets me know
When will I be happy
When will I know joy
All I feel is alone
And depressed
And you know
The price you will pay
Never nearly enough
You say salutation
You greet me each day
Deep down though I see it
Using me
Playing me
I'm expendable aren't I?
The girl with no friends
So take what I have
Leave me none of my heart
Take it all
Rip it up
'Cause all I'll feel
Is you breaking my heart