Frozen Over

Frozen from it all
Love
Heat
Warmth
It crashes down inside me
Molten mess
Lava rocks
Frozen to vaporized
Less than a second
Why do I care
Why do I cry
Is it mourning
For the memory
Of who I used to be?
The pain shining our
Is blinding me
You say I'm fine
You lied, it's true
But first
I lied when I said
I love you
See my face
Frozen with fakeness
See the smile
Drop out of sight
You see my real face
You freeze up in fright
Frozen up
With a stare
Knocking me down
I know for a fact
That my eggs
Were just scrambled
My façade fell apart
Long enough to see
Beneath myself
There's no more me
You saw this and ran
Running still
Won't slow down
Won't make the hurdle
Still I know deep inside
This isn't the end
After all,
Who would run
If they were really your friend?

Let Me Know

Do you even
Want me anymore?
What did I do
To elicit this
From you
Can you just
Not bear
To see me at all
Let me know
What did I do
To get this
From you
How to atone
For the wrong
That I did
You need
To hear me
Tell me how
To make it up
I'm tortured here
Losing sleep
All my nights
Are gone
To think of you
How you never saw
What I would do
The lengths
I would go
Just all I ask
Is to
Let me know

Tell Me

Tell me
You wanna see me
You wanna talk
And be with me
Tell me there's
A chance
That you won't leave
Let me know you still
Know who I am
Let me see
What's inside
Of your mind
What can I say
Or do
Or feel?
How can I stop
This bomb
From going off
Because that's
What this is
Not knowing
Liable to
EXPLODE