June 25, 2012

Frozen Over

Frozen from it all
Love
Heat
Warmth
It crashes down inside me
Molten mess
Lava rocks
Frozen to vaporized
Less than a second
Why do I care
Why do I cry
Is it mourning
For the memory
Of who I used to be?
The pain shining our
Is blinding me
You say I'm fine
You lied, it's true
But first
I lied when I said
I love you
See my face
Frozen with fakeness
See the smile
Drop out of sight
You see my real face
You freeze up in fright
Frozen up
With a stare
Knocking me down
I know for a fact
That my eggs
Were just scrambled
My façade fell apart
Long enough to see
Beneath myself
There's no more me
You saw this and ran
Running still
Won't slow down
Won't make the hurdle
Still I know deep inside
This isn't the end
After all,
Who would run
If they were really your friend?