I can honestly say
You’ve been on my
mind
I look at your
photograph all the time
These memories are a
bittersweet
They hurt so bad,
yet
I need them to live
I see you yet I do
not
Realize that I need
you
You see me and you
don’t recognize the
FAULT I feel is mine
I never should have
Never stop to think
about
The fact that he
Was yours first
I see you and I FEEL
this guilt
never notice the way
I wince
You see me but you
see a screen
See what I want you
to see
Nothing more
Nothing less but a
Perfect screen that
I hate more than
anything
If you saw me you
would leave
If I knew then what
I know now, we never
would have
Been so in the dark
I need the light I
Hated the dark
Never wanted to be
there
Had to go so I never
let you see
The horrible
paranoid beast
