June 25, 2012

Seeing It Now


I see it now
How we used to be
I remember how
We used to laugh
Used to be so close
I envy you
Your peace of mind
Not guilty of anything else
All that time I had never seen
Anyone so close before
I hoped it would last
And it almost did
I would seek you out
Ask you many questions
We laughed till we couldn't anymore
We went though everything
Together as one
Then things started
We left each other
Began a downhill, downward spiral
Now we stand alone
We face  what was left
Try to clean up what can be saved
What happened Leyna?
Why have we been so silent?
I'll never know what happened
Why it did
Why did it have to end with you?
Our friendship was a long one
I fear it may be at an end
Why did it change?
Why have we been
So close, so far?
I need to know
Is it killing me?
Is it killing you?
How has this been?
I see it now,
Though you do not
And here I see
It's far worse from within